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Silent like wind
Rage of fire
Strength of the earth
Flow just like water


No matter what I look like, what I'm doing, where I am, this is me. Not even the one who I loved the most could have change that. Not even the most hurtful betrayal from the one who I was closest to, not even the most painful loss of my greatest love and companion, not even the most humiliating defeat from her could change that.

I have endured much, but I have still come back strong. For years I have never truly been tested on what I believe in, until recently. Now, the one who I had given my life and my heart to has become my greatest enemy...

Sensei Russell once told me that "The greatest gift you can have is an enemy, because they test you, and bring out both the best and worst in you".

I doubt that Caitlin will care to see this, but...

Even before she became my enemy, she was always the greatest gift to me...and in some way, she always will be. Though she only thinks of me with hate and anger, that doesn't change the fact that my greatest triumphs and defeats were with her. I will never forget what she did for me, and I will treasure our memories forever. No one could ever take the place that we still have in each other's hearts, no matter how much anyone tries. We both passed into adulthood in each other's arms, and learned the greatest lessons of love side by side.

Only she could love me this much, and hurt me this bad. If I could speak to her one more time, I'd thank her for being everything to me. Best friend, lover, and enemy.

In her arms, I was happy...

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:iconrenderedhelpless:
A wise mindset. Well put.

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I heard the door close
not slamming, but slinking shut
in an unfortunate and unhappy desire to be undetected
as if secrecy could lessen the pain....
:iconexotice1911:
Thank you, it was a very tough loss from the most important years of my life, but I wouldn't change a thing.

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"Life itself is will to power"
:iconrenderedhelpless:
Sensei once told me: "Regret is the greatest form of failure; for it proves that nothing was learned from the mistakes."
May we regret nothing, but always remember.

--
I heard the door close
not slamming, but slinking shut
in an unfortunate and unhappy desire to be undetected
as if secrecy could lessen the pain....
:iconexotice1911:
Gambatte

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"Life itself is will to power"
:iconcarlota:
Very cool pic. O.o

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Sacrebleu !

"Valjean! You're a faaaag!" - Javert, "The Miseroïds" (by the producer of "The Fucking Dangerous Liaisons").

"Because I. Am. EVIL!" - Mister Evil [link] :la:
:iconcarlota:
Scary wise ninja is scary and wise :ohnoes: :D


//VA

--
Sacrebleu !

"Valjean! You're a faaaag!" - Javert, "The Miseroïds" (by the producer of "The Fucking Dangerous Liaisons").

"Because I. Am. EVIL!" - Mister Evil [link] :la:
:iconexotice1911:
Lol

Aw, you don't have to be afraid of me, I'm harmless!

--
"Life itself is will to power"
:iconexotice1911:
Thank you very much

--
"Life itself is will to power"
:iconcarlota:
I know, it's the kind of scaryness you get from, uhm, dunno XD
...I think it's your determination. It's scary because it take guts. So kudos.

//VA

(...And it's the sword too. And the clickey pen :P XD)

--
Sacrebleu !

"Valjean! You're a faaaag!" - Javert, "The Miseroïds" (by the producer of "The Fucking Dangerous Liaisons").

"Because I. Am. EVIL!" - Mister Evil [link] :la:
:iconexotice1911:
Aw, you don't have to be afraid of my determination...it's only unyielding faith!

:hug:

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"Life itself is will to power"

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Jan 18, 2007, 7:01:27 PM

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